the fight.

12 Apr 2013


my love is going back to the hospital today. it’s necessary and totally the right thing. that doesn’t make it any easier though. still, she is amazing. strong. and fearless even though she’s scared. but, she’ll make it. we’ll make it. and we’re blessed to have an amazing friend (who hopped on a plane from ireland yesterday) with us today, who will be staying with me until monday.

inside i’m shaking and my head is spinning as i prepare to leave my love at the hospital again.

love, prayers, good vibes, and positive energy for my love and for me are welcomed.

hug the ones you love. tight. peace.

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  • Reply CarlyBeth's Blog 12 Apr 2013 at 12:24

    Praying for healing!!!

    • Reply liz 14 Apr 2013 at 08:59

      thank you so much!

  • Reply kate1975 12 Apr 2013 at 13:08

    Good and healing thoughts to you and to your love.


  • Reply Silly Wrong But Vivid Right 12 Apr 2013 at 13:14

    Thinking of you both over the next few days. You will both get through this, you absolutely will x

    • Reply liz 14 Apr 2013 at 08:59

      thanks a million. your thoughts bring warmth and peace. xo

  • Reply elisabethstromberg 12 Apr 2013 at 13:53

    Tänker och ber för er båda.

    • Reply liz 14 Apr 2013 at 09:00

      Tack så mycket!

  • Reply carissalick 12 Apr 2013 at 15:16

    Sending love your way. May you both be filled with strength and courage.

    • Reply liz 14 Apr 2013 at 09:00

      Thank you for your prayer of strength. It means so much to us.

  • Reply Tracy 12 Apr 2013 at 15:51

    Hi Liz, I’ll be thinking of you & Lina. Not knowing the story, all I can offer relates to a friend who was in similar circumstances. Finally understanding that our flaws are what make us special & unique (like snowflakes), was a helpful thought for her. Don’t forget to take care of yourself, too.

    • Reply liz 14 Apr 2013 at 09:01

      Thanks, Tracy. I am working hard on the taking care of myself too thing. 🙂

  • Reply lanie belluz 12 Apr 2013 at 15:56

    Hey, it’s the week for hospital stays – my calendar failed to put that on there – had I known I’d have just stayed in bed all week! You’re both in my thoughts! I’m glad you have a friend there to support you. It’s also just as hard for the one who’s not in the hospital.

    • Reply liz 14 Apr 2013 at 09:02

      Thanks for understanding, Lanie! Have you been in the hospital?! How are you? xo

  • Reply kataslap 12 Apr 2013 at 17:12

    Thoughts are with you. Love and healing from across the oceans. Katie x

    • Reply liz 14 Apr 2013 at 09:02

      katie, thank you so much for your comment. i can feel your love all the way from down under. xo

  • Reply MakingSpace 12 Apr 2013 at 17:44

    May love and light surround you both. Healing vibes to your love.

    • Reply liz 14 Apr 2013 at 09:03

      thanks for the beautiful image of love and light. i felt a warmth when i read your words. xo

      • Reply Amy 14 Apr 2013 at 09:14

        I truly do wish you both much love and much light. Your capacity to live your truth inspires.

  • Reply Ulrika 12 Apr 2013 at 21:48

    Ni är ständigt i mina tankar! Kramar

    • Reply liz 14 Apr 2013 at 09:03

      tack, sis! kramar

  • Reply kate1975 13 Apr 2013 at 00:45

    Hi Liz,

    I wanted to offer to do a free Reiki universal life energy distance healing for Lina and another for you. Would that be okay? I was thinking of doing them this weekend, let me know if that is okay.

    Good and healing thoughts to you.


    • Reply liz 14 Apr 2013 at 08:58

      Any healing energy and thoughts would be greatly appreciated, though I don’t know much about Reiki healing. 🙂 Could you explain a little to me? Thank you so much!

      Peace & love,

      • Reply kate1975 14 Apr 2013 at 09:42

        Hi Liz,

        Reiki is a Japanese healing energy method. It is a hands on healing method but also a distance healing method. A definition for Reiki that I use is, God’s universal life force energy. I have taken the classes and am a Reiki Teacher of Reiki and of Karuna Reiki (the compassion Reiki).

        Some people feel nothing, in person or at a distance, when receiving Reiki, but some feel more. I feel warmth, tingling, and my muscles relaxing and that I am in less pain. Sometimes I feel as though my emotions are being healed as well. Usually I feel better over a number of days as the Reiki continues to work in me.

        It is not a religion, though it is spiritual. Many people of different religions use and practice Reiki, including Christians and Muslims. The basic tenets are peace in mind and peace in action, gratitude, devotion to work and others, and kindness.

        When I do a session for someone that is long-distance I usually do it for an hour. My sessions usually facilitate draining and healing. Reiki can continue to have an impact for several days after the session. Some people feel kind of like after a massage, kind of like a lot is being released and they feel not so good for a day or two and need to be gentle with themselves. Personally I feel energized and wide awake. I have trouble sleeping I am so awake and energized. Other people feel nothing.

        Here is a link to a frequently asked questions page about Reiki:

        Good and healing thoughts to you both.


  • Reply A 13 Apr 2013 at 09:15

    Stor kram! Tänker på er!

    • Reply liz 14 Apr 2013 at 09:04

      tack så mycket, a!

  • Reply luggagelady 13 Apr 2013 at 14:30

    Stay strong for both of you, my beautifully positive Liz!! Love and Hugs.

    • Reply liz 14 Apr 2013 at 09:04

      your hugs, love, and words are so greatly appreciated. xo

  • Reply momentsofmezz 14 Apr 2013 at 08:46

    Sending you two hugs and strength. I’m thinking of you both <3

    • Reply liz 14 Apr 2013 at 09:05

      thank you heather! your thoughts are felt all the way over here. love & peace to you.

  • Reply Charlotte Strand 14 Apr 2013 at 23:48

    Lots of prayers and thoughts to both of you. Im glad a good friend is there to take care of you.


    • Reply liz 16 Apr 2013 at 09:02

      KNUS!! thanks, charlotte.

  • Reply Trista Hudzik Reynolds 15 Apr 2013 at 00:18

    love you both

    • Reply liz 16 Apr 2013 at 09:03

      we love y’all so much. xo

  • Reply Alarna Rose Gray 15 Apr 2013 at 03:22

    This is tough – she will be in good hands, though.. and glad you have some support. Thoughts with you. xx

    • Reply liz 16 Apr 2013 at 09:03

      it is tough. but, it is a step in the right direction. thank you so much for your thoughts, alarna. xo

  • Reply Louise Gallagher 15 Apr 2013 at 06:07

    Having been in this challenging place with my eldest daughter, Liz, my heart and prayers are with you. Love, Blessings and light to both of you.

    • Reply liz 16 Apr 2013 at 09:04

      i know that you understand, and it means a lot to know that. thank you for your prayers and blessings. it is so much appreciated. xo

  • Reply Laura4NYC 24 Apr 2013 at 18:57

    I also read this one in an e-mail. How is she doing now? Do you guys know how much longer she will be in the clinic? I hope she gains enough weight to be out again soon!

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